I j ended journaling about him last night and 15 mins later i get a text from my friend, she sent ss of him following a new girl from gym who was a year older than me. She followed 35 people and he was one of them. I confronted him today he was so arrogant and ignorant and he said he is tired of removing and unfollowing girls because of me. He called me insecure and he admitted that he talked to her in the gym. Why? He knows i have ptsd bc ive always been cheated on. He knows this makes me uncomfortable. He is clearly attracted to her and so is she. He fought sm w me and was so disrespectful. I was very mad at him for constantly following and talking to newer girls after leaving me on a break. I said he was hoeing around and he got only worse. He said ill show you what hoeing around looks like indicating he’ll flirt and fuck or what not with other girls. Thats when i lost it and blocked him. Why? What did i not do for him, i always loved him then why? Im so hurt because i planned on marrying him. I soft launched him in front of my abusive mother. I can’t breathe.
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